Grey's Anatomy...

Yea, I've watched wayyy too much of that show. My daughter has to have tubes put in on Thursday Morning. I'm totally freaking out about it too. Like, seriously, I know that it's a normal procedure, common, and easy, but it doesn't matter. It's never been performed on my daughter. And that's why I'm scared. I know that this surgery is going to help her, but still, I'm scared. I almost feel like I am abandoning her. Because she's going to have some complete stranger take her away from me, and take her back, put her to sleep, and operate on her. I can't stand to think about it. I'm supposed to be the one person who comforts her and makes her feel better, but I'm not going to be able to be there while she's being prepped and put under, she's going to be so scared, and she's going to want and need her mommy.. And where will I be?? I'll be sitting in the waiting room with my boyfriend, ex husband, and his girlfriend or wife or whatever she is. I'm probably going to cry, especially considering I'm so darn hormonal right now. The reference to Grey's actually comes from the fact that every time that someone is supposed to go through a simple procedure.. They don't come out alive.. -.- Gonna try to go to bed on that note : /